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| Monday, August 25, 2008 |
hi baby,
i miss you. ive been thinking about you a lot lately, not that thats anything unusual. i know i dont write as often as i should, but i always think of exactly what i want to say when im nowhere near a computer...
i really wish you were here. i could really use a friend, and someone to cuddle with. i feel like im barely hanging on. nothing makes sense and everything frustrates me. im stressed out at home and im stressed out at work. theres no break from it. i need a vaction :)
my sisters engagement party is this weekend. 3 days at home with everyone. they are coming in from chicago with his family, and my family is flying in from all over. should be interesting. by tuesday ill be glad to be back at my house and back to work, that will be an interesting change. hard to believe the little sister is getting married. at least hes a good guy, im sure theyll be happy.
well, time for me to get to bed, have to work early. ill talk to you soon.
Always and Forever |
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| Thursday, June 26, 2008 |
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| The last 49 days... |
| Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
Oh how I wish you were here. I still think about you all the time. I thought i was doing better, moving on, and only thinking about you once a week or so, but lately its more than once a day.
Things have been rough around here. First my grandmother ended up in the hospital, then i broke my foot, then Steve died in a car accident, now my great grandmother passed away as well.
Voelker's funeral was hard, it made me think of you. The last time I saw most of those people was at your funeral, and before that, was with you. Everyone kept talking about you. We all miss you so much.
I keep trying to move on with my life, but im not sure how. I miss you so much and wish every day that you could be here with me. Its hard for me to visit people in Cincy. I feel like you should be there with me. Adam likes to talk about you whenever I am with him. I dont think he realizes just how much it affects me. I think thats why I dont visit very often. Its easier to just stay away. |
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| Thursday, January 10, 2008 |
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| Chocolate covered strawberries |
| Wednesday, October 03, 2007 |
| surrounded by friends, yet more alone than ever. the walls are closing in. everything comes crashing down. then i look in a window and see chocolate covered strawberries, and am reminded that good people are still out there. a friend that will make you chocolate covered strawberries just because you are having a bad day. you may be far away, but you still made my day. thank you. |
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| Monday, October 01, 2007 |
While this was originally the title to a completely different blog that i never got around to writing, about the weekend where this was said repeatedly, it works well for this too. perhaps even better.
why is it i can always think of exactly what to say and exactly how to say it when i am no where near a computer? i think ill have to find a way to type while driving and in the shower...
ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. maybe because im moved across the country, leaving my job and friends, maybe because im back with old friends, reminiscing about old times, or maybe because we are nearing the one year anniversary of the day that set all of this in motion. whatever the reason, doesnt change the outcome.
for the past year ive been convinced that i needed to move on with my life. grow up if you will. figure out what i am doing with my life. i thought thats what i was doing, however now it seems ive really been backtracking. retreating further and further into my past and the life i was running away from. four years ago i ran all the way to colorado, i should have known better than to come back when my past caught up with me there, not sure what made me think here would be better... |
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| Sunday, September 09, 2007 |
Ive been in Ohio just over a month now, and all in all, things are good. My appartment is amazing, im close to malls, and stores, and restaurants, and most importantly, my family. I still dont have a job, and will be broke pretty soon, but ive had a lot of time to catch up with old friends from highschool and college. Its been great seeing people I havent seen in over four years, and amazing how its like you saw them just last week. Old feelings that were long gone have come back and its like things have never changed. Too bad they havent. Would make life easier. Although I guess I shouldnt be surprised, since only months ago things from my past started to repeat themselves. Maybe thats how I new it was finally time to come home. With my past catching up to me, might as well return and make it the present. No point running away from what apparently is my life. At least these old friendships are strong enough to withstand everything that comes their way. It seems the new ones werent. Even before i was gone, it seems those friendships were on their way out, if not already over.
Well, thats enough of this depressing nonsence, this was supposed to be a happy update. More later i suppose. |
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